i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place:
part of me wants to be dead
part of me wants to be with you
maybe we should die together, romeo and juliet as ever
i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place:
part of me wants to be bad,
to hear hell calling my name in the wind rustling my hair
part of me wants to be good,
to hear god welcoming me through the gates when you sing
i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place:
part of me wants to be selfish and take care of myself
love myself
respect myself
part of me wants to send my friends to heaven and support them
**** for them
help them
i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place:
heaven or hell
house or home
hated or hateful
so i consult my oracle, my trembling hands and cold lips,
and i come to a conclusion: