“What Am I afraid of?”!!!!
A concealed question asked inside my chest and feelings….
Its painful ache inside my stomach spreading throwing the cold of freezing winter all over my body…
Feeling the shivering heart out of being scared of his messy life…
Accelerating heart beats, as if heading to death… Heading to stop somewhere in the middle of chaos of being deserted with emotions and unknown world I’ve created…
When I started to be the “Blind Man”, and be the “Curious Being” about people and things around me….
When I started to see colors in every spot falls under my eyes….
When I started touching emotions were strange to me?
Ghosts started visiting me, with sarcastic smile on their faces giving me message that I don’t have scape or shelter from the “Lost” state I’m living in…
No Matter what I’ll do, I’ll be in that prison with no breath out!!!
I wish those ghosts were of flesh and blood…
Wish they dared show me themselves…
Wish they fought me!!!