I like thinking what my life would have look like if we were together.
I like imagining you in the evening, in my bathroom, shirtless, brushing you teeth before going to sleep. I would came from behind, wrapping my arms around you, kissing your back.
I like imagining me waking up next to you. Your sleepy angel face, dreaming about god knows what. Your body rolled up in my sheets, your smell on my pillows.
Imagine all this is a ******* torture, a ******* sweet torture.