I can see what's coming
For God sakes I planned it all:

No more purging
No more cutting
No more burning
No more inhaling
No more smoking
No more starving
No more head-banging
Or wall-punching
No more sleepless nights
No more
No more
No more

Yet that is all there is
Is more
And more
And more

More scars
More bruises
More burns
More blood
More tears
More anger
More pain

Pain
Pain
Pain
That's all there is is pain
From sunrise to sunset
From sunset to sunrise
All is not the same
Yet in and of the same

Lost
That's all I am
Is lost

To God
To the world
And to myself