I would instantly break down from the soul if you asked me when was the last time i was ever happy i couldnt see myself telling the truth i'd have to pick a lie that would satisfy you one that is convincing, maybe a story behind it. one that would make you believe i knew what you were asking. if i knew what that was maybe i could tell you, but im not sure what you mean, that is one question for which i cannot help you.
dont worry, i am okay (: i just write what i write, it doesnt necessarily mean it is the way i feel. enjoy the sadness lol. jk <3