All my life I've been told How to act and how to think What to do and who to be
"Don't use those words" "Don't stay out late" "You should have fun! Just not that way" "Keep your grades up" "Keep your laugh down" "But whoever told you you should frown?"
I've always been good I did as I was told I never misbehaved But now I'm growing old My youth is passing by me And how have I spent it? Obedient - I'm seeing it Never the miscreant But always the misfit
"Don't talk back" "Don't disagree" Can't you see your words are hurting me? "Honey, I always wanted the best for you" Then why don't you let my real self shine on through?
Never had any friends and you ask me why? How am I supposed to blend when you never even let me try? But that doesn't matter it's not what I want What I want is out there and you keep me locked up But it all ends now though you still ask how - how did this happen? Why did I change? Well now I'm here to tell you I broke out from my cage All these Obligations Frustrations Condemnations Aggravations Your fixations and my deprivations They're done now cause can't you see? From this day on I'm doing me.
A note for my mother. I know you had the best intentions; They were just not the best for me.