I want to breath...away from the canvas. He's made it for me but I want to be free One part from pills that I don't have ninety-nine parts because of the names we were called But who decides our worth. when we cant? From the names we were called the classics like "Her spaz. hey freak..." To the names that hurt deeper than a word The ones we cannot brush away with a well placed smile all I want is to breath to be free of the canvas he has made for me To stand up for the kids who cant do it for themselves because I know how it feels to be broken to feel like the names that kids give you, are really who you are One part suicidal, too parts loyal, and ninety seven parts afraid I wanted to **** myself in grade nine. Because of a girl who decided that my friendship.. it wasn't worth maintaining Because even thou I stud for all that she was doing so alone that I was not enough... I kept my tears from home because home is weir love is But what happens when love is not what I need now I want to stand up for the kids who have no one no matter what that girl did to me. Because no one did it for me One part suicidal ninety nine parts afraid I chose to believe that all life is preciouses because yes some of us will give up some of us who were more than one part suicidal wont make it but I chose to believe that all life is preciouses because I want those kids who called us 'freaks' to see that I forgive them for what they did to me