Hey lord I came to you to let you know that I hit a *** hole of failure
There was too many of them on the path to my destiny
I wanted to let you know that the distance was too long
For the shoes of my faith to last the entire journey
My faith was worn out and with the thorns of temptations everywhere
I'm afraid most pricked through the shreds of my soles
And got my feet infested with the wound of remorse
A septic wound that took years to heal
Because it was filled with a pus of regret
I also wanted to let you know I felt the presence of your love
For at some point it was but the only thing I had, yet didn't deserve
I wanted to acknowledge that the wounds are all dried into scars of the past
I know scars seldom heal lord, but the past bothers me
It haunts me every night like a scary nightmare
I confess sometimes I'm tempted to think you ain't out there
But I know you are due to the blooming petals of my existence
And though the rose of my life has got thorns of doubt
I will always believe in you even with a faith as small as a dot
I wanted to let you know sometimes I wish this life was a little better
For all It's been to me is tough and bitter
So I need some change, i need to feel at home instead of strange
I apologize for I don't want karma to hold to this revenge
I hope tomorrow my scars will hurt less
I hope the pieces will be fixed, for at the moment I'm almost heartless
There is a strange emotion inside I'm feeling
But I know that all I need is your love and healing