I keep looking at myself And it’s so hard to see who I am Who will I be? All I know is that I don't know me Nobody knows me Let alone me What have I become to be?
My future dreams are shrouded in mystery They come and go Day by day, they run and blow I am afraid of the days ahead of me I don't see any future for me I have been searching around For the image that best fits me Alas, nothing it seems I'm a chameleon Living in a dream with transient dreams
I've dreamt too much, yet lost too much I know I am awake, but my mind is at stake My focus is fading Chaotically beyond my reach
My mind seems lost And my body feels without a surface Floating around in distant space As I float Waiting hopelessly for nothing Colorless and empty without a face
There's nothing worst than feeling lost in life on so many levels. It's always important to remember that it takes time to discover our true selves and that there's no shame in feeling lost from time to time.
This poem can be found in my poetry compilation, The Home of Carmine Red.