I beg myself, "Stay alive." I am my own hero And ******* it, I want somebody to notice The dying soul in my eyes, The shaky voice, The cold heart, The scars on my wrists from an absent childhood happiness I'm drowning in a puddle, Everyone looks at my collapsing lungs, Too afraid to reach down Save me The words I scream silently everyday, Hoping one day someone will hear Save me It's too late now These pills look like a perfect escape. -DDF