I **** myself so slowly No cut's or burns thou on me Its my heart the ones that's braking now all I want is for my life god to be taking All over what a few word Maybe I could of pulled threw but damb they hurt Now I'm lying awake looking up at the stars I'm starting to think about all the times I cried I want to go back to heaven I don care if I die But no you don't hear me ad make me go threw this how can you do this why do I have to go threw this? Silent are the words that run threw my head but I don't care now im already dead