my mom was right when she said "don't look into their pretty eyes you'll lose yourself in them" she said "and they'll steal the most beautiful parts of you for themselves" but i did not listen to my mother instead i listened to the boys with eyes full of wonder when they filled my head with lies i suppose i had a thing for the way the words tasted off their tongues making me feel they could do no wrong
my mom was right when she said "don't let them taste your beautiful skin they'll never be able to see you as more than a body after that" she said but i was a silly little girl and i bared flesh to the boys with strong hands and sparkling teeth it was just that when they touched me it felt as if they'd never let me go i felt safe but i ended up becoming just another flavor on their list a one-time taste
my mom was right when she said "don't fall for the ones who seem to care about that precious mind of yours because they don't" she said "because they never will" she said "they’re using your mind & your thoughts as a method to get inside your body" she said yet i ended up pouring out my heart to boys with faces shining as bright as the moon i told them about my wildest desires and my craziest dreams like how i wanted to change the world and make people smile they smiled and listened while they slowly unbuttoned my top one piece of clothing at a time i undressed my soul when all they wanted was for me to undress my body
my mom was right when she said "don’t fall in love with their “live fast die young” attitudes their definition of living in the moment is use and abuse, my darling daughter, don’t listen to the words they speak with their hands" she said "don’t let them fool you into thinking that your one night long romance is b e a u t i f u l" but i couldn’t help myself i fell hard and i fell fast spent the rest of my nights wondering why it felt so wrong when at the time it felt so right i blamed myself for being too clingy when the truth was i was just naïve and silly they asked for my body and i gave them my heart along with it silly silly silly girl
my mom was right all along & i wish i'd realized that before i ended up all alone in my bed my blanket full of regret and stains of my mistakes i'm sorry, mommy, i'm sorry i didn’t realize you were right from the very start now i'm paying my dues in *sweat, blood & tears
// sick of feeling used, if you wanna break these walls down, you're gonna get bruised. now my neck is open wide, begging for a fist around it. //