You describe me as a sunflower that was planted beneath a bee hive I suppose you just are unaware of my aching need to hide but my personality makes me seem closer to some kind of ****; I am lazy and tend to hide, I often wilt when hurt; I subside. I try my best to not attract attention Do you understand yet; what I'm venting? When people get too close to me I tend to ***** if I feel the need. You might bleed; I stress so much- stay away from me.. I just don't want anyone to be hurt. Just try to understand that I'm not a flower and if I am I'm off somewhere in the middle of no where, waiting to be picked.