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Daniel eason Nov 2018
Born unknowing what we was getting our selves in for
Modern day slavery like zombies with no meaning

Is life a hoax
These forcefull faceless people
Trying to make us abide
Not a chance will i subscibe
To there corrupt regime
Do you just sit there and dream?

Maybe think deeper
Dont be another sleeper
Wake your mind inside
Let the anxiety subside
Dont give up and try
Overcoming anxiety
Blade Maiden Sep 2018
Overly emotional
strangely proportional
partly suboptimal
highly improbable

Easily
devided
by truth and anger
and all that subsided

I'm trying
I'm hiding
Bad at denying
I need to feel
I need to scream
mostly defying
the urge to break
the urge to destroy
to disappear, to dissolve
I might be lying

To myself
to myself
My need for leaving or staying
is always unmet
with internal bleeding
my thoughts are paying
and these monsters
in my head
keep eating
Did I really put them there
myself?
Or did it happen back
when I was twelve?

I hear you
but your breath is so cold
I wanted to believe
in anything but you
But I think we got too old
and the house
my heart grew in
has long been sold

And when I'm drinking
you get angry
but what should I do?
My thoughts feel so scattered
and you can't pull me through

I'm trying
I'm fighting
Bad at denying
I need to feel
I need to dream
mostly defying
the urge to fake
the urge to decoy
to reappear, to resolve
I might be lying

to myself
Sandoval Jun 2017
Her lips kissing your neck, her hands caressing  your hair,

could not wake me from my slumber.

But your eyes looking into hers, the way you looked

into mine. Well that, I could not bare.  And so,

I woke from my nightmare. Only to realize,

that you were not there.


*Sandoval
Today, I woke up with you on my mind, these nightmares wont leave my side, I dream about you most nights.. and, so I must write so this pain can finally subside
Abdullah Ayyash Mar 2017
Maybe it's just because I'm bleeding inside
Or it's because I'm no body and cannot be found
Or it's the bad luck that is always by my side
Or it's the wound that hurts and won't subside
Or it's the skies that never rain nor have a cloud
Or it's my green fields that I love but never find
Or maybe it's just who I am, a man with no pride
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Abdullah Ayyash
March 3rd, 2017
JayceeJellies Aug 2015
You describe me as a sunflower that was planted beneath a bee hive
I suppose you just are unaware of my aching need to hide
but my personality makes me seem closer to some kind of ****;
I am lazy and tend to hide,
I often wilt when hurt; I subside.
I try my best to not attract attention
Do you understand yet; what I'm venting?
When people get too close to me I tend to *****
if I feel the need. You might bleed; I stress so much-
stay away from me.. I just don't want anyone to be hurt.
Just try to understand that I'm not a flower and if I am I'm off
somewhere in the middle of no where, waiting to be picked.
Eccedentesiast Jun 2015
someday i hope that
these tears

s u b s i d e

so that i could feel
once more that i am

a l i v e
I seriously don't know where all these ideas are coming from but hey, my mind's working now and I love it.

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