I am much too tired for life
drugs and alcohol make it easier
*******
I said I was sorry
I said that I'd always be there for you
But just not in the way you needed me
God why does everything have to be about ***?
I didn't know that I was a demon
******* the soul from your life
I never meant to hurt you
I want to be alone
Where I can hurt no one
And no one can hurt me
I wish I could have been smarter
I wish that I could have been stronger
God just please stop ignoring me
I'll always love you with all of my heart
It's been months but I forgive you
Can you do the same?
It's almost been a year now, and I still think of you
******* you ******* miss me
I'm so unstable