My heart is sinking as I step into the Chukchi Sea. Off from Alaska's beach into this water, which is -40 degrees. I'm freezing inside of a blanket, weaved from a fabric called sadness. If this is your way of leaving me behind, I'll allow the waves to swallow me. As you're watching, I continue sinking. It's as if you've gone blind. The person I remember, wouldn't have stood there watching. Which leads me to believe you don't truly care, is that it?