I WILL ALWAYS THINK OF THE WORLD AS A GAME. A CENTER PIECE OF HURT AND SHAME. A MASTERPIECE OF DEATH. THE WORLD ONLY KILLS AND DESTROYS. THE LIVING THINGS IN IT MAKE MORE TO ****. SOMETIMES I WONDER WHAT IF WE WERE ALL GOOD WE NEVER HURT, KILLED, OR TORTURED ANYBODY. WOULD WE STILL BE ALIVE? OR WOULD WE BE DEAD BECAUSE WE WOULD OF ALREADY KILLED OURSELVES BECAUSE OF THE JOY? I PERSONALLY NEVER COULD ACTUALLY BE HAPPY. I'M A SAD PERSON WITH SAD THOUGHTS. WHO BRINGS SADNESS EVERYWHERE SHE GOES.