Honestly, I think we're all monsters and we all have an excuse why and whatever it may be it's not a real excuse. It's easy to get by with a sense of validation, as long as you feel justified in your own mind. I know we can't let what others think shape us, but is it so horrible to once blame ourselves? We all have choices to make, and no one is truly obligated... Honestly, I can only blame me for the choice to walk this path. All the eyes on me, scrutinizing me, it makes me want to feel shame, but regardless of what they see I need to do good by me. I don't want to lay any blame where it is not called for, because we're all monsters wanting change and we all have a reason to stall for. I'm going to look in the mirror, and tell you who is to blame, honestly.