this is for every conversation where I hesitated and each instant I second-guessed myself for all the moments that should have been and every "what if" that I've over-thought I've lost so many opportunities from choosing to say nothing one too many times, and what I meant hid behind closed lips so instead my silence spoke too loud but hopefully you're listening now and these unspoken truths will finally be heard so this language between us of misunderstandings might finally be able to be put into words