I remember my hopes and dreams being relentlessly ripped out of my heart.
Shreds of unrequited desires polluting the atmosphere around me.
When love found me the first time,
I could've never fathomed the amount of agony that would wreak havoc on my already fragile existence.
Consequently receiving an unforgivable understanding of the relationship of pleasure and misery.
Now when I commit myself to another I surrender to vulnerability.
Though there was never a choice, I submit myself to you,
knowing fully well the potential torment you could cause us both.
Equally well-versed in both the magic and the pain.
If ever the day comes when we say goodbye, I'll look back without regret and smile because I knew all along you were worth it to me.