In all honesty
I'm sorry
that you ever fell for me.

Because I'm a black hole:
Dark as heck and ice cold,
Because my blood doesn't circulate just right...
My heart is broken and I feel it most at night
And now you do too, most of the time.

This Abyss tears open and into me...
And you'll get lost in me.
And it's worse than being lost at sea
because there's nothing to see
And there's no one there to hear your screams.

It's drowning in nothing,
Essentially,
Being lost in me,
Now, especially,
worse than anything
Any bad dream.

Because it'll become a dream
pretty as it seems,
It's not, honestly.
And leave it to me
To tear it from your grasp.
Brace for impact.

I'm sorry for everything
I'm sorry that you love me
Or something.

But I shouldn't feel bad
For not loving you back...
I care about you, but the truth hit me like a shark attack.

I was trusting of the deep blue
In your honest eyes...
Unaware that they hid so many lies.
And as I floated on my back
Unsuspecting and relaxed
I stared at the sky...
And the shark attacked.

And now I'm the one drowning
I got trapped and confused in your web of...
black holes and stormy skies.