I tried sleeping it off, but I often found myself stuck in a dream transitioning to a nightmare. I tried not sleeping at all, but even the smallest occurences brought you to my eyes. I tried writing, but even the purest words were tainted by your memory. I tried loving again, but once a house collapses there is no room where there are no rooms. I tried everything I could think of to cure the ailment I once thought you were brought upon to expel. I tried everything until I finally tried everything. I truly am sorry I couldn't fight it any longer, but the days were too long, and the thoughts were too plenty. Please think not of it as my quitting, but as your winning. For this day forward, my beloved, I shall feel no pain. Goodnight to you for the last, My Last, and may your life be the sweetest dream I forever hoped for you.