Do you ever look back on your old work And cringe? Do you see the flowery attempts at depth And quickly brush the pages away? Do you feel from reading it the purpose with which you wrote it, Or are you overwhelmed with 'how silly is sounds'? The whole point of poetry in sound, But if we cannot convey our intent in the framework Do we risk falling into pop poetry? Or is the framework a cage? Five beat, seven, five Accented, Unaccented A title? Dear God, only so many can go unnamed Without driving us mad.
Rip out the pages? Burn them? Catharsis for not just a moment, But days Weeks Maybe months. But not forever. One day, we will wonder- Images dance in flashes through our minds That word we hear That smell The way the rain falls through the leaves Or light glints off leather book covers- And not remember. It will flit around our minds Teasing, torturing But we will never catch it Because we will never be who we were.