You keep looking for yourself, because you want so badly to see the 'real' you so you look at quotes, you experiment with lifestyles, you question what you could be, you look in a mirror but feel lied to, then you hit a certain age and feel struck, it's all between laughable and sad, you notice the person behind every line of lipstain, every cloak of cashmere, and every bud on a cig, you had this little speck of originality that no one understands. Through all the time you spent trying to find yourself, you were you, it was just so hard to comprehend.