Were every night as tonight feels now, with you by my side, with your laughter echoing mine... Were you captain of my ship, there'd be no need to hide my face in the shadow of the masthead's lonely brow. No need for cigarettes in the dark. No concealing my haunted heart behind smiles that tonight are honest as a vow. Not false like in the light tomorrow will allow.
The morning brings tears that tonight are absent from my soul. For at least tonight, there is no fear. For at least tonight I feel whole, and tomorrow I know will not feel the same.
And yet still...
Were every night as carefree and untired, with dinner in the cabin, brothers sharing stories by the fire. Waves lap at the barnacles; crest at the bow. No need to hide my face from their spray in my shame; No need for me to confess every sin by my name Were every night as tonight feels now. Were it that tomorrow would bring me the same.