Screaming "I don't care" At the top of my lungs No feelings or emotions Easily roll off my tongue
Gonna leave me? Left alone to soak in my misery? That's my definition of sanity
Maybe it has something to do with Being knocked unconscious at fourteen Taken advantage of But I only remember in my dreams Then I wake up with no memory
I don't understand how I'm startled so easily A simple figure of a man, All of a sudden, standing anywhere near me I jump, scream and can barely breathe Even when I know it's the man that loves me And would never intentionally hurt me
Panic flows continuously through me Excessive amounts of anxiety It's not really a new thing Not really something anyone can explain You could guess, make assumptions or try to diagnos me But I don't think anyone could truly understand the pain
*I'm not so sure if no emotions is really a good thing...