It’s funny how in a moment your world can come crashing down.
The morning you wake, ambassadors of the sun warming your face.
The joy of her smile, her laugh, her presence fresh in the forest of your mind.
It’s gone now.
In that moment, everything turns dark.
It’s said you need the dark to see the light.
When you are the the light and the darkness is inside you, will you ever see it?

Has karma caught up to me, encasing me from the sins of my past?
Heart is breaking.
I will be the light, that is my souls purpose
I trust the universe but in this moment does it trust me?

Will my hopes and dreams ever be realized?
Maybe it’s not what this life is for.
Until then, I will be lovingly numb