tracing the words 'already gone' into crumpled up sheets I couldn't find the sanity to wash your forevers out of spitting up blood yet only tasting your name floating out of everyone's mouths like your name was anything less than holy kissing every vein down your perfectly pieced body because god took lightning and ran down your skin leaving a road map to guide every blonde haired beauty to a one night hotel called your arms running my finger tips down every part of your body you finally let the thunderstorms in your head touch long enough to leave a damage that left you on a search for a pain reliever that didn't scream her name