I'm on a deathbed without you here 1095 days Today would've made three years You gave me a gift on Christmas The gift of leaving me Oh what a painful thing I wonder what I did wrong And I'm trying to move on But I can't I clinged to the one thing that made me happy And destroyed me all at once My heart whimpers at the thought of you You can feel her hands around your waist And I can feel them around my neck