Why can you only breathe apologies when you've taken in three glasses of wine or 6 shots of *****. Tell me why her name only rings in the back of your mind when you're off your mind on something. Tell her why you've started downing whatever you can get your hands on to hear her voice playing like thunder on a soft day. Why is jesus praying for you to choose the right path, do what's right echoes after too many drinks. He's screaming her name in your ear, piling sign after sign down your throat and all you can do is say the time just isn't right.