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phoebe fructuoso Sep 2018
verbal abuse always had been a ruse
words exploding like a bomb, she never tried to control the fuse

it’s a never ending struggle
like an unsolvable puzzle

the missing piece is buried deep under levels of pride and mental disability
- it caused my instability

and from it I was never really free.
phoebe fructuoso Jun 2018
I do not owe anyone anything.

Do not disrupt my long overdue peace of mind,
I owe myself happiness.
Never fall in love with a poet
for their words are sometimes lies
on occasions they're a shield
on occasions a disguise

They will take you on a journey
upon which they bare their soul
in a bid to ease your burdens
in a bid to make you whole

But in every word they choose
for the stories that they tell
lies a little piece of heaven
and a little piece of hell

Tormented souls we poets are
sometimes quite broken and despaired
in search of lost expressions
missed by others who once cared

Never fall in love with a poet
unless you're prepared to share their pain
to hold them close on the darkest nights
over and again
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phoebe fructuoso Apr 2018
Art to me, is a release.
Music keeps the peace when I’m in pieces
I dance to express, not impress
and I write - to destress.

They say poets are either sad or in love
and it’s true, I write poems
about people
who may never even read them.

I write about different stories
and different phases of my life
each one is basically a diary entry
- because this, this is for me.

When I write,
I am honest with myself
it is a form of self-help
it helps me figure out what I feel,
it also helps me heal
I get my emotions out,
and I realize the things
I’m too afraid
to
say
out
loud.
phoebe fructuoso Apr 2018
"Forever" is just a concept.

I've accepted the fact that we live in a hookup generation where *** got easy and love got harder to find.

At my age and as of the moment, I'm tired of games.
I'm a hopeless romantic but I'm a realist too.

I don't date expecting "forever" .....a shot at it, sure.
But it's a definite maybe.

What I do expect though, is something worthwhile.
Someone I can grow with and from thereon, we have yet to see.
I'm just here realigning my chakras & focusing on my priorities. I'm open to anyone who would want to join me but I'm not stressing on finding company.
phoebe fructuoso Apr 2018
I badly need an escape, a sweet surrender
from all the madness
but its all idle

...and I hate feeling stuck.
phoebe fructuoso Apr 2018
I don't know much about you
all I know is that I sure would love to

Boy for some reason, you're stuck in my brain
and it's so hard but I'm trying to refrain
because you have another girl
who probably feels the same
I thought you were different.
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