I was forced to do things I didn’t want to do
Blinded by
            “LOVE”
I thought it he was being true
Throw me on the bed or wherever he wanted
Made me do things I never actually wanted...to do
He was my first and I’ll never forget
The hurt and pain he caused me and sometimes still does
I carry all this regret
Why couldn’t I see what was happening to me
In all those years I just couldn’t see
How you were abusing and degrading me
Forcing me to do things I didn’t want to do
Blinded by
               “LOVE”
That in the end
Wasn’t
T
  R
    U
       E....

I smoke **** just like you.
Money gives me greed just like you.
******* makes me wonder just like you.
My parents kicked me out when i was 17 just like you.
I died inside when i turned 13 just like you.
I saw life for what it was a 7 just like you.
I want to die everyday just like you.
I think about killing myself just ljke you.
I don't like money just like you.
I love the moon just like you.
I love the idea of love just like you.
Most important im not alone, just like you.

I called the girl
I broke up with,
So very long ago.
A number dialed
Into my brain:
862-6220.
Her father answered,
Took some time,
But put her on the phone.
I felt her breathe into the mouthpiece,
The last time she said, Hello.
I answered,
I love you all the more
Forgive me. Marry me.
I tried that number,
For old time's sake,
To see who'd take the call.
But the machine said
That line's dead,
So I can't make that call
No more.

When free will falters..

madness makes moves

Eyes reassemble for nonsense

Their only crime was observing