Screaming "I don't care"
At the top of my lungs
No feelings or emotions
Easily roll off my tongue
Gonna leave me?
Left alone to soak in my misery?
That's my definition of sanity
Maybe it has something to do with
Being knocked unconscious at fourteen
Taken advantage of
But I only remember in my dreams
Then I wake up with no memory
I don't understand how I'm startled so easily
A simple figure of a man,
All of a sudden, standing anywhere near me
I jump, scream and can barely breathe
Even when I know it's the man that loves me
And would never intentionally hurt me
Panic flows continuously through me
Excessive amounts of anxiety
It's not really a new thing
Not really something anyone can explain
You could guess, make assumptions or try to diagnos me
But I don't think anyone could truly understand the pain
*I'm not so sure if no emotions is really a good thing...