I admire those girls who have their guys "whipped."
Those girls who expect nothing less than the best, and always get it what they want.
Personally, I feel like guys only like me because I'm easy to please.
I don't require fancy dates, expensive things, I don't make guys pay for my food, I offer to drive.
I'm easy.
It's not like I don't want a nice date, flowers, and something a little more romantic than the back of your mom's car.
I accept what I get, and don't ask for more, because I don't think I deserve it.

Quoted from one of my favorite movies  Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower  “We accept the love we think we deserve.”

As the tears
slip down my face
I realise
I have lost you

In dreams
I hear my
mother words

How true they were

Don’t give up
somewhere
there’s a place
you belong

Even now she’s gone
Her words still guide me

worthless by myself

am I Evil
for wanting
to kiss you?

Evil?
for melting
to warm words spoken in hushed whispers?

Is it really Evil
of me
to glow in your presence?

or is it
Evil
to deny yourself
this one bit of Heaven?

"You look like you want to kiss me"
"I do"
"....Well go on then"

I lost track of the kisses you gave me
Over those 2 days
But I never forgot the first

Your chin at my shoulder
Breath of free tequila misty on my cheek
Curve of your smile
Minty tang of lip balm

Blurry faces all around
Only seeing you
Lips brush
Tongues dance
Softly sampling

Colours flash
Music courses through
Only feeling you