Until now, it's still hurting me
Even though I started everything again,
At midnight I feel vulnerable from everything
The cold wind sends chills down to my spine
Like how her kisses were before to me when it touches my skin,
But they were warm and her pairs were tender
The feelings come down swiftly
After the knife of the past reality incision my skin
Liquid oozing down the layers of my epidermis
The feeling stings badly and I could not show how painful it is
It seems the feelings are biting down my flesh
A lot of them have been saying desiring is easy
Liking someone new is quick,
Finding someone who will give you much attention's around the corner
Trusting and making relationships isn't difficult to do
But for me lately, everything seems to be made for the fool.
They say, "you got tons of admirers but you dwell on the past for too long.
Why not like one of them and move along?"
It's easy for their words to tell what the other should feel
And what should they do,
I do not get happy by loving someone because they love me first,
I just want to find someone whom I will love and be again my first.
It is a fact that we tend to feel overwhelmed by new one's existence
But it takes too long for me to feel what I felt when I saw her
It is not because she's above all women,
It is because the investments were long and deep
But I will surely get over it,
in all due time.