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  Jun 2015 Nebek Wormer
Kelley A Vinal
I've seen a better part
Of overwhelming emotion
It's strange
An ebb and flow
Of apathy and actually
Living
Feeling an emotion
Feeling a feeling
Feel
When your body
Is alive
And your mind is trying
To let it slide
Behind
I am fine
I am
Life is beautiful
Nebek Wormer Jun 2015
no conventions
getting lost in this world
looking within to find the pearl
thoughts permeate being
leaving flesh stagnant from action

creative endeavors
words slipping
sludge dripping
starting over the chapters
relaunching, rebooting life
losing myself in the night

in the night
stirring
fever
hotter than these 113 degree days
laying in the black top
wasting away
wasting away

incomplete measures
stolen treasures
subconscious stream overflow
pull over truck
to unload
this heavy weight
cant believe its the 20th date
sands of times falling down
got no umbrella; taken by a clown
with a frown
because he always got caught in the rain
refrain from vengeance
i look away from wrath
taking one glance will stray me from the path
watch the thoughts
see it in motion
break free from the machine
apply the ointment
anointment of divine rite
blind sight
got me from seeing whats really there
but i pick up on it using other senses
lost it
lost it lost it lost it lost it lost
oppressive regime got me falling through the floors
tearing apart at the seams
this illusion is not what it seams
but why can i not manipulate it
what is it that im missing
off balance
outta track
gotta keep writing to keep the fluttering sensations from leaving
catalyst will lead to grieving
fun days dripping from the canvas into the bucket
sealed from the crisp air of life automatic writing to find out whats going on with me losing all touch with reality the nonsense rolls on where are these words coming from feeling numb sedation got the best of me but im happy really happy that i keep going i just want to step up the game and push like never before push psuh push but i just cant keep up redwcferjn  jnkjlemw fnhnelomkl;,'

i never give up
always looking up to marvel the beauty
switch the style
switch the style
i only do it for myself
to discover unknown features
unknown feelings
uncharted territory
lands as far as i can not see

what are my goals
what are my ambitions
guess i better keep fishing
Nebek Wormer Jun 2015
falling out of touch
the darkness is creeping back
pickin up
pickin up
on the slack
on the slack
gone too far to go back
must reel it in quick
these words are foreign
and transmission gets lost when translated
diction so outdated
faded
waning into dust
crumbling in the sea
becoming so disfigured
it hurts to read-
veil blinding sight
gotta muster the might
to come back with a bite
and fight demons that keep me up at night
in the end everything is gonna be alright
till then this flesh has to survive
there is no other way to conquer the pains
other than to wear them
numb the past by living in the present-
trying to find the presence of enlightenment
knowledge shows that it lies before the frame
but it keeps losing focus
because things havent changed
bounded ways
fueling roaring flame
flesh burns at the pyre
will death lead being to ascension up the spire?

mind wont stop acting so petty
let me live this life without getting sweaty
free from the worry
free from the stress
let me breathe success

this mindset is broken
smashed
acid washed
so i leave it hear to die
strength.
  Jun 2015 Nebek Wormer
rattletaptap
As the sun turns black
And the grass turns red
Within this world
Of pain and hate
Salvation will come
When it's too late

We focus on now, instead of then
Even though we know, how and why it was
We're doomed to repeat it
All over again

So before this world
Goes up in flames
I ask you all
To bring down this wall

The one that's built
Of ignorance and hate
In order to prevent
Our miserable fate
The "THEN" in the 1st verse of the 2nd stanza can mean both THE FUTURE and THE PAST.
In the 1st verse it means the FUTURE, but if it's combined with the 2nd verse it means the PAST
The sun turning black = End of the World ( in this case humanity )
The grass turning red = From all the blood spilled during war ( which is the cause of verse 1 )
  Jun 2015 Nebek Wormer
rattletaptap
What is broken will be whole once more
When the sun sprouts behind the mountains
And peeks through the Earthly door
And all that is whole will be left unwhole
For there needs to be balance
between the world and the soul
Nebek Wormer Jun 2015
Running to avoid the pain
Running to remain sane
Everything is fine in its place
Everything is fine in its place
-
Dont think that you're onto me
Lost tabs on myself
Been running all this time
To keep it on the shelf
-
To afraid to change
Im fine in these ways
Despite the apathy and stagnant days
Im fine in these ways

Hardly recognizable;
Reflections of my face
Shattered mirrors represent me
And all of my disgrace
-
Running to avoid the pain
Has driven me insane
Must break free from these ways
Everything is out of place

Everything is out of place
you can only run for so long until you become tired
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