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ntschctc Jun 2017
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I wanna breathe you in one last time,
And breathe you out, like you were never mine.
As we ended everything, i felt like i did a crime,
Breathing heavily and hoping that maybe we could reconcile.

As i close my eyes, i see your face.
Breathing in heavily, trying to erase,
Everything you had put to waste,
But wanting your lips, missing the taste.

I try to stop to hear you voice,
But my mind cant stop, it was still my choice.
To stop and turn my back with poise,
But my heart was crying out for you, but it made no noise

Wanting to forget your smile, you dropped my heart and dragged it for a mile.
Thats how it felt for a very long while,
And all i asked from you was to never lie.
ntschctc Mar 2017
How do one stop loving the person who meant everything to them? Whom they made plans with, whom they said "I love you" while staring into their eyes that just drowned with love and affection. How do you stop loving the person who made you happy beyond extent, and who filled you with the love they could give.I've been searching for answers, and it pains me to hell to know them.I knew that your love lessened when i became difficult to deal with, it started when i became too difficult, too damaged, i was filled with all of my self issues that i forgot, that, you, my love, was getting damaged too becuase of all the baggage i carried with. We were both getting slowly damaged.I wish i noticed everything sooner, and maybe just maybe, we could take back the love we had with each other.How all of our worries and problems become so tiny and so senseless when we solved it together.And among all these words that im writing, i know in the end that, i can't. And maybe, we were so matched for each other that we burned out.
ntschctc Jun 2016
Two souls that were meant to be.
Spent their time searching for their other halves.
Two souls that were blind to see.
Blindness split them into two separate parts.


Their memories stuck in each other's minds.
Sadness evident in their eyes.
The thought about each other made their minds ran wild.
How they wish they could go back in time.


Two souls that suffered in pain.
Regretting why'd they let each other slip away.
Two souls that want to try again
Hoping that they're not too late.
ntschctc Mar 2016
Loving a person who's numb?
I know, it's really dumb.
Every time I see you, my heart's like a drum.
Attention? please give me some.

I just can't bare to see you taken from granted.
That, I can't abide.
The broken pieces you mended,
If only feelings could be excide.

Maybe I'll just accept ****** reality.
That you'll never be happy with me.
Maybe you'll never see,
What I truly feel.



You're truly unexpected.
What I feel right now is really ******.
I wish you wouldn't take it for granted,
But sadly your heart's locked.
ntschctc Nov 2015
I'm a tree

That's being cut down

I just stand there

Until the cuts

Went deeper

Deeper into me

Until I can't stand it anymore

I fall slowly

Then all at once
ntschctc Jul 2015
I know someday your feelings will fade,
But I hope someone's there to aid,
I'm a coward, oh yes indeed I'm afraid,
And sorry my feeling's are like jade,

I know you'll get sick of me,
Everyone will basically,
No one can really put up with my personality,
But can you blame me for being me?

I thought you'll stick around,
But all you gave me was a frown,
My feeling were tossed and thrown to the ground,
I could still hear it crashing down,

I know I made mistakes too,
It's because I didn't know what to do,
No one gave me a clue,
Guess I'll just say goodbye too.
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