MsMercedes

Jun 2014

authentic

some say that it's a physiological fact
that when someone appears
in your dreams
it means that they're missing you
so, I've come to the sad conclusion
that I am probably found in your dreams quite often
yet you never appear in mine
and that is why I hate science
just as much as I hate love

Jun 2014

Forgotten Heart

my assumptions

may be i don't care about you
may be i don't like you
may be i don't love you
all these were
my wrong assumptions

you are mine
i am afraid
may be this is also one of
those predictions......

MsMercedes Jun 2014

Nothing Can Change The Past

Here I sit in tears
Here I live with regret
Why did I do it ?
Was it worth it ?
Maybe Yes
Maybe No
Either way **nothing can change the past

MsMercedes Jun 2014

And Now You Win

I trusted you
And you showed me off
To your friends
As they laughed at me
I told my friends despite their remarks
That you were my everything
You braged about my body as if I were
A trophy
A simple object
You played me
And I was too stupid to know
You didn't care about me
Yet I was giving you every part of me
I did things for you
I wouldn't for any other
But you took my trust and abused it
Now when you look at me
I feel ashamed
**And now you win

Jun 2014

Austine

Silence

i like to listen to the silence of the night
because beneath the deafening stillness
and gruelling vagueness that it holds are
the sound of your breathing that i sync with mine
the chuckles you make when i say a bad joke
the rustle of sweet words you mutter to my ear
the disarming roughness of your voice when you talk

i like to listen to the silence of the night
because its warmth is my brief escape from loneliness
and its noise is calm and inviting
and because for a moment, no matter how quick,
silence takes me to you

I love you. I hope you know I do. :(

#love #silence

Jun 2014

imadeitallup

The Blame Game

Blame it on
Your absent father
Your addict mother
Your unexpected children
Blame it on
Anyone, and anything
So you never have to
Take responsibility
For your own actions

It's the whiskey
That hit me
It's my own shards
That tore me apart
It's a malevolent God
That lied about love
'Cause you don't do anything

Blame it on
My fragile psyche
My insecurities
My "impossible" needs
Blame it on
Anyone, and anything
So you never have to
Take responsibility
For what you've done to me

It's the cigarettes
That stole my breath
The weight of my expectations
That broke my trust
The spinning of my own wheels
That drove me into madness
'Cause you don't do anything

Everyone has a **** like this in their life.

#love #poetry #hate #lyrics #breakup #blame #punkfolk #takeresponsibility

May 2014

Forgotten Heart

I lost myself

I still love you
but unfortunately
I lost my self
in the process
of loving you...

Let me search myself inside your sparkling eyes
for I feel I might be lost there