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Lovey Jul 2015
Be a person who makes people smile.
Not another person who makes them cry.
-mickie rouxe-
Lovey Jul 2015
Time,time changed me.
I think back to when i was little. I smiled so easily over small things.
I smiled over a song or a bird or a cookie even.
The simple things i loved i loved waking up everyday.
I loved dreaming. I only had to wake up and play i had my own world it was small.
Then i grew.
Time went by, The small girl who would smile so easily turned to cry so easily and smile so rarely.
Time went by and I became so lonely i dont know why.
I felt heartbreak but didn't know why. I hurt myself in so many ways.
I still sometimes do.
Time destroyed me it broke me.
I cant blame anyone for what happened cause what happened well it just did.
No one could do anything we we're all helping each other out of the hardest time ever for all of us.
We we're all hurt, all in pain, all close to self destructing.
We all cried our selves to sleep sometimes still do.
We all tried our hardest to keep each other alive when we would break.
We we're family. Then one broke and died.
I watched them die. I broke im destroyed still.
I hold a smile can anyone see me?
Or the costume i hold up in the light to fool them.
I fool them to well.
people say i am a terrible liar but trick is ive been hiding me this whole time.
Lying that im happy.
Faking im ok.
No one knows whats happened to me im so closed up im a master at the game.
I can make you seem im so happy nothing could be wrong but im cutting the second you turn.
I'm fading who i was faded. Where am i? Can you find me? Time lost my mind but ive still got my soul.
So from here i make up a patterned game of happiness an illusion to make myself seem as if im happy.
I've become the magician at my circus I learned the perfect trick.
I've become to learn the greatest one of all.
Its my illusion, Its my mask ive learned to cast to wear.
I've become an act of a play.
I've become a replica of a script.
I've become perfect at my part.
I've been casted the lie of happiness. How am i doing?
-Mickie Rouxe-
Lovey Jul 2015
Mistakes-Theres no such thing.
Mistakes don't truthfully exists.
Its just a way of telling someone to them they messed up.
Mistakes don't happen.
Things happen cause they are supposed to.
They aren't mistakes cause it "wast supposed to happen".
If it happened then for some reason you we're meant to do so.
Mistakes are nothing.
Mistakes are a way for people to tell others when they've "done wrong".
By all the "mistakes" a person has done.
They aren't mistakes if the world makes you do them.
Yes we all have minds to tell us whats right and whats wrong but when things are all done is it a mistake or bound to happen.
-Mickie Rouxe-
Lovey Jul 2015
Emotions-Their like small little magic tricks inside you.
Your happy one second and then bam their magic act begins.
Your all of the sudden a part of a life long act.
You don't have a choice your just the puppet to play with.
Once they turn their card your emotions are the play.
Your clown of card is playing them but never drops them for your emotions to be displaced.
But your clowns favorite cards are your sadness and pain.
Your stuck on strings being your puppet for a show.
Being paraded around like some kind of act.
But wait you are.
You are the only part of the act everyone comes to see.
They come to see which card of emotions is next and laugh when you get hurt once again.
No one cares to cut the strings to let you be free.
Cause then where would there puppet of tears be?
-Mickie Rouxe-
Lovey Jun 2015
Life.
Some think its to waste.
Some take it as a fragile piece of glass.
Some take it as its meaningless.
Some take so much caution it actually ruins their chances.
Some think as life is to be lived recklessly.

It may be lived recklessly.
But how much do you miss as well.

But to much caution breaks your chances as well.

So you have a choice.
Live a free life, a non caring life, a life let go of regret and pain.
Or is that exactly what you need to live.

If we we're born with pain,sadness,depression,agony,grief,tears,heartache,and the wonders of despairing emotions.
Then why throw them away?
We're born with happiness as well,and joy,and shyness,and butterflies,and nervousness.
We're born.
Then put on the ride of emotions.
We don't quite understand them we're always happy in the beginning mostly that is.
But once your older you suddenly fall into the trap of darkness.
Your emotions finally come into play.

But others are alive.
We're here for a purpose.
No one on this world can say they aren't.
Cause you yourself wont see your reasoning of going threw years of pain maybe.
Or the worst things in the world.
Are you alive?
Are you dying?
No
Cause if your reading this then your fine.
You may cry every night.
You may cry every day multiple times.
But guess what.
You have a life.
A life some would think is a fairy tale.
When you think you have worse don't pity yourself.
Think of another that's going threw 50 times worse.
Cause no matter whats gone on for you to feel what you do now someones hurting more everyday.
No one can explain your pain that's explainable.
Everything to everyone is different.
Every single thing is just as art.
It either hurts someone more or less.
Or makes them smile more or less.
Either way there's a reason for each thing.
Never think there isn't at the moment it may feel like nothing makes sense.
Think way outside the problem find the smallest thing that's involved and that may be it.
Life is life.
Its to be lived no cried.

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