I was never really certain
but I'm sure deep down inside
there was a sense of some belonging
to a God in whom I could confide
and
I waited all my life to find
but when the time came She found me
I was never really certain
but now I'm as certain as can be
that
She is the one
that makes it all worthwhile,
She is the one
that makes it possible for me
to go on and we go on and on
until
the end.

This is not a poem;
This is an artist screaming to be heard in the abyss of life's harshest realities.

This is not romantic;
This is an artist learning to to be in love with her very self.

All this years, I have been trying so hard to create a person I could love.

Little did I realize, what I was looking for has always and-
will always be within me.

I think I've learnt to love myself.
I think I'm finally free.

This is a poem;
This is an artist screaming to be heard in the abyss of life's harshest realities.

This is romantic;
This is an artist learning to to be in love with her very self.

All this years, I have been trying so hard to create a person I could love.

Little did I realize, what I was looking for has always and-
will always be within me.

I think I've learnt to love myself.
I think I'm finally free.
I think-

— c.s wondering