it's so difficult to live

when you've decided not to

and you're just hanging around

     -nervous-

but you've got dignity

even if you don't have enough pills

                      to end it quick

but you've got dignity

even if it can't pay the rent

                      or keep the power on



still waiting for the right time

       -the moment-

that will be your last

but you might as well read something

you might as well return a note

to someone who loves you

and doesn't ask you to pretend



even if the words are shaking



grasping



cold

O Saving One reveal yourself to those without belief.
Heal those whom are struggling with their sufferings.
Heal them with strength to perseverance with their pain.
Love upon those whom brokenhearted, listen to the Lonely.
Save those whom are ready to throw away their lives.
Reveal yourself to each of them, love upon them my God.
For we each need to be needed by another to be loved.
For alone, empty handed , breaks one heart into pieces.
So reach out your Loving, healing hands to those in need today.

when solar winds
cause a freeze
and ships have doldrums
due to breeze

when roses wilt
because of dew
and broken clocks
are always true

when soldiers all
return from war
and vow that they
will fight no more

when the Jokers'
call the bluff
and the greedy
have enough

when redwoods fall
without a sound
and the canyons
regain ground

when all these things
are proven true
then i will stop

LOVING YOU


SoulSurvivor
(C) 1/2/2016