I woke up at 3 a.m.
Thinking about you
But becoming less of what
Should I feel
**** happens I just have to stay away

It’s 6 a.m.
I’m wandering
I’m lost in darkness
This room is - cold
Like my hope and love for you

It's so hard to breathe
Begging you to give me air
Breathing heavy underneath
This feeling I'm keeping
and in the midst of darkness I flair

I want to see you
I want to talk to you
I want to kiss you
I want to hug you
I want to smell your scent
I want to bite you
I want to feel your touch
I want to run my fingers around your
neck like I'm craving for you
I want to hear you breathe
I want to be with you
I want you
and
I need you in my life
I need you not because I can't live
withouth you but because YOU make me HAPPIER
I wish I could be the one.

when your life is in its darkest
light  will shine in your life
just wait and it will be the brightest
wake up and love will dive

remember to always smile
even if the days are sad
I know this days will file
with fun and you will not be mad

when you think that everything is on a shipwreck
and all things are blurry
because you know that you were once a wreck
stay still and it will all be classy

We are blinded by war.
Nation over nation killing
each other for power.
Civilians are dying,
children are crying when are we
gonna stop these deaths.
Who survives are those
who are strong,
have power and money
but the weak dies.
Where is Humanity.

It’s autumn again
The leaves are starting to turn orange
Beautiful sight as you
I can feel the morning breeze on my cheeks
Cold but refreshing
I wish I could just cuddle you
And feel your warmth on my naked body
Begging you to stay
But you leave me alone craving

I can still see you in my dreams even if your gone
The smell of your skin lingers on my body
Too much to bare
Too much ask
Too much to feel
Less love, no heartaches

Take me for granted..
play with my heart,
as long as you want.

but please don't take my heart
and leave like nothing
ever happened..

I will take back my heart,
and I will never look back
because it will hurt me more..

all the love that I gave to you..
comes from my heart

I will take it back
even if it's already broken in pieces..

Listen to the songs I sing
It’s for you
Don’t you hear my heart
Crying
Every beat and air I’m breathing
I’m slowly dying
To be with you
In your arms
So careless

Been there
Done that
But still
I didn’t
Change
My
Mind

Last night
I told you everything
My heart has spoken the chaos
she’s feeling and I’m still breathing
You’re cold
I’m Freezing to death just
to feel you in my arms again
Until you free me from this chain

I want to get drunk
In the morning I will
No longer remember you
The hurt
The pain
I will not think of you
Anymore
I will forget all the memories
When I was with you

Listen to my heart it’s hurting
Listen to my voice it’s shouting
All the hurt you caused me

If only i can turn back the hands of time
I will wish that you’re the one
The one I will  love for the rest of my life
And that you will be my
Happy ending

"Fall has arrived,
and yet you’re still not by my side
as the breeze winter cold touches my skin
I remember the old winter song you used to sing
as the lullaby reaches my ears
my heart fill with joy and warmth
like the summer days”

BE A FLOWER THAT BLOOMS
AND GROW IN A GOOD GARDEN.
BLOOMS ON SPRING
BEAUTIFUL IN EVERY PERSONS
EYES.
BUTTERFLIES ARE SURROUNDING
YOUR BEAUTY.

You wrap your arms around me
Like you don’t want me to go
But before you leave
Please promise me
That you will come back
And you will think of me
That at the end of the day
Your heart still belongs to me

Days had pass and I'm still waiting on you
Do you still remember me
do you still care for me the way your eyes
looked at me when I'm down.
I guess not, because you never thought about
me
like how I missed you every day
you never asked me if I'm fine when you
weren't there to hold my hands
to hug me when I needed you the most

I started writing before because I was broken
and the only thing that I can
bring out what I'm feeling inside
is by writing what I feel.
I'm lost that time because I will  never fight
for a person if I know that it's not
worth it
But still I did, because I was happy and I want
to give myself a chance to fight for someone
I care about
But it hurts to know that he really doesn't care about me

I just miss us
when time was ours
I just wish
it was real for you
as it was for me
coz I want to say a lot

but I'm tongue tied
coz all I know was to love you
from the start

but after all we only
have the past
and we should keep
on moving forward

why does it feel like
I'm going back from scratch
picking up the pieces
from where you left me
and rebuilding it for me
to be complete

I'm really lost right now
from everything
and I dont know what
to do
does it really matter
now that you are
gone

You mean a lot
To me,
Yes  I do.

I keep asking
But I got nothing
I keep falling
But I’m hurting

It’s so easy to say ‘I’m done’ I am hurt.
I will forget about you.
But the pain that I’m feeling while saying these words to you,
Is like a hundred needles slowly pinned in my heart.
Do you even know how hard
for me to say those words and actually mean it.
It’s like dying inside and
every beat of my heart tears me apart.

You said your done
And now your gone

And your leaving me for good
You said I'm faded and I'm hurt

I thought your my happiness but
I guess your also my loneliness

A prayer straight from the heart
The world seems to be unfair
But all i can think about is you
My world lies in your arms
You’re my desire
You are my love
Always be mine...
Always be mine...

Is it just me who fell in love
or it's just some illusions
that is in my mind

Thinking about how it felt
for the first time that I touched you
now it's gone
in one second
all you can say is goodbye

why did we drift apart so easy
is it so easy for you to leave me alone

why are we drifting apart

why are we loosing ourselves
in this madness

The worst feeling is when you
Know that you did everything but still
It's not enough.
It hurts to know that you had been
Wasting your time and energy
Into something that in the end
Will not last forever

I will love you in everything you do
You’re perfect in my eyes
You’re amazing in every move you make
I will be with you as long as I can
It will hurt my heart but at least
I tried

I’m stopping myself to kiss you every time I see you
The pride I’m keeping, I will not message you
I won’t talk to you
But
I love you and
I miss you
I know one day I will forget the urge of loving you more
The hurt, the tears it’s all in my heart now
Broken, but I will stay for myself
I will not break my law
I will never let those eyes deceive me
I will not let your touch ruin me again
I will not let my heart be yours anymore
This should make sense
It will be

Be there when he needs you
Be there when he don't have nothing

Be there when life puts him down
Be there when his disappointed

Be there when he ask for you to be there
for him
Be the one whom he will find
when he needs love and care

then he will never want to give you up

People make mistakes all the time
That's what makes us human
But what is important
Is the you change to not make
These mistakes again
People lie
But the important thing is
You accept your mistake and
Try to not do it again

To all the guys out there is it a sign of weakness if a girl wanna message and talk to you everyday like if she likes you then she gonna probably talk to you every single day coz she’s happy talking to you even if it’s just to say hello or say hi at least. “Goodmorning” or “Goodnight” and she wants to know how’s your day? She wants to know if your also thinking about her when you wake up and when you go to sleep. Maybe you don’t feel the same but it’s the best feeling.

Is it a sign of weakness if she likes you first or she got attached to you somehow. Coz she feels that you care about her but then everytime she tries to talk to you or text you your ignoring her. Well maybe she’s wrong but you have tell her what you thinking for her to understand and to know that she shouldn’t worry.

Afraid of commitments, not even. Your just afraid that ya girl be crazy about you, wanna be with you everyday, misses you everyday, coz she starting to love you, you being weird and every little thing about you, everything that makes you happy makes her happy too.

Deepest secret falls from the sky
Where you hide the tears
And heartaches
Find yourself and never
Ever be stupid again

didn't I just forget about you
now its all coming back again
the pain
the taste
the taste of your lips to mine
your smell
the sound of your voice
soothing in my ears
I cant get enough
all
the feelings
and
I just tasted you again last night
and I cant stop myself
from wanting you all over again
like your my drug
the drug that keeps me alive
I'm hoping and expecting that it will be the last
but I guess every time I see you
I end up waking up in your arms
protected by those arms
around me