[please] dont grab her hand
and flash that silly smile
when shes sad
[stop] being someone elses thoughts
late at night
when they drift off into there dreams
while i am
plagued by the thought of you
you’re [forgetting] the way you
wrapped your arms around me
and held my head against your heart
when i was drowning in my own sorrow,
breaking.
the thought
of losing my only love
was tearing me apart
you’re killing [me]
when you look at me
with a lost light in your eyes
that i used to give you
im so sorry
i couldn’t love you
the way you should have been loved
im so sorry,
my only love

I cannot feel anything anymore,
it's as if every single drop of my blood
drained out of me overnight,
I fight the empty feeling,
search for your written words,
only to find empty pages.

I've been told,
read a million harsh riddles
about the stages of heartbreak,
it's a slow & painful process.

The sad journey begins
when you feel
nothing inside,
no warmth
runs through you veins,
you lie looking for answers,
bloodless & alone,
with no angels
singing any lullabies,
wondering how you
will ever survive without her.