It still hurts every day
But I'm trying not to think about it
Why do I still feel lonely
In between the people I lie with
I keep my mind numb
Because every time I have a minute
to myself
I think of you

And now I have panic attacks
It's you trying to get through to me
I can't escape the suffocation
I was never taught how to deal

my smile is like a waterfall
I'm standing under its flow
my heart it is so very sad
my tears they drop so slow

my eyes are soggy and very wet
my cheeks are two red fire *****
stained with so such pain
for my true love I've not found yet

You're the perfect thunderstorm.