m X c

Mar 2018

sunflower

I'd like to be alone,
but I don't want to be lonely.

I'd like to be in hope,
but I don't want to be hopeless.

I'd like to be in love,
but I don't want to be broken.

I'd like to be sad,
but I don't want to be weak.

For when I'd like to be 'me', but I don't want to be 'her'.

ㅡn.s

#like #alone #lonely #hope #hopeless #love #broken #sad #weak

m X c Mar 2018

Panaginip

panaginip ang gumising sakin
sa umagang kay ganda ng sikat ng araw
ngunit pag mulat ng mata luha ang bigla nalang tumulo
panaginip na sakit ang dulot
panaginip na sa takdang panahon
ay alam kong mangyayare
panaginip ang gumising sakin
na sa katotohang hindi tayo
para sa isa't isa
panaginip na hindi ako ang bida
kundi kayong dalawa
sakit na dulot na parang
ayaw ko ng makita sa hinaharap
panaginip kung saan hindi ko mapigilang humagolgol sa sakit at kung saan ikaw mahal ay nagpo-propose
na sakanya at ako naman
ay pusong durog na durog na
ngunit nasa likod mo ito parin akong nakasuporta
itong panaginip na bang ito
ang gigising sakin sa katotohan.
masakit, nakakapanghina.
pero yon ang TOTOO.
pero mahal mamahalin parin kita
kahit siya ang bida sa panaginip ko.
panaginip na hindi ko alam kung masama ba o maganda.

i love him but he will never be mine.

#love #pain #beautifulnightmare

m X c Mar 2018

sunset

i don't know when it starts
i was just walking alone
and stop in the middle of the field
standing and watching you
asking what should i do
you are just far
i sat on the ground
i feel something good and happy
i don't even feel the pain
the reason why i am walking alone
and just thought that somehow
there will always be a feeling
a feeling that it keeps you safe
noone will hurt
that makes me feel to love you
love you every single day
even if you are the ending of the day
but everyday you always give a positive thought
that you are the prove that theres always be a beautiful ending.

#sunset #love #you #cannotbe #pain #positive

m X c Mar 2018

7246

I'm laughing
I'm smiling
but no one knows
I'm dying inside
just to hide this
I can't hold it
and tears start to fall
and still trying to deny it
I'm fine
I'm okay
Don't worry
I'll be okay.

#fake #7246 #pain

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