Indecisive* excusing behaviors and believing against hope
prayers or wishes
Didn't know
couldn't fathom
I'd be rejected then imprisoned
Cofused misleading
implications await this bitter bed
Black roses & blistering thorns
crowned the conquered queen
*Mangled chains tearing chaffing swollen wrists
Ankles held fast on this tainted flea infested bed
An ***** haze clouds all around no sounds forth coming
drugged induced
intoxicating lazy lulled senses
Heart's slowing down
No one can help
caught trap and stuck
"Love's" captured me again
but little does he know
I'll be dead before
the sun's first glow**
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