Alam mo bang ikaw ang tanging nais ko?
Hindi na ako hihiling pa...
Bakit pa nga ba?
Sinasabi **** hindi ka kaibig-ibig,
Ngunit iba ang aking nakikita.
Lahat ng lumalabas sa iyong bibig
Ay aking tinatago
Para pakinggan sa oras ng kalungkutan.
Ang iyong mga ngiti,
Hindi ko pagsasawaan.
Kahit na ayaw **** tinititigan ka,
Hindi ko mapigilan.
Kay gandang pagmasdan
Ng aking musang
Handa kong ipaglaban.

She drives me away to a perfect getaway
She flies me to a land of runaways
She makes me want to stay
And I've got no say

Ang buong akala ko'y hindi ka na darating,
Iyon pala'y lahat ng pagkakamali ko'y
Dadalhin ka sa akin.

Because she told me not to drink
She told me to stop drinking
So I didn't
Even if everybody pushed me to.

But then my mind flashed these things
that I can't ignore
I remember how
you didn't have to remind me
not to drink
and I said
'I won't drink.
I miss you.
I don't like it here.
I'd rather be with you.'

I remembered you
but still thought of her.

I wonder why
I still remember you
but choose to be with her.

You're the reason why I break curfews
And the only reason why I keep on coming back home

There is something in us
Something in your eyes
the way they looked at mine
the way they perpetually shine

There is something in the way
you held my hands today
nobody ever did before
at least not like that, I'm sure

There is something in your smile
that makes everything worthwhile
there is something behind
and that's what I want to find

That something in you
makes me want to kiss you
you grin and close the door
then leave me begging for more

How would you want your first kiss to be?
Do you want romantic dinner dates
lunch dates
breakfast dates
Do you want serenades
and carpets of petals everyday?
I never want you to leave,
so say what you need to say
I am your slave

Love seems to test us
We could spend hours
But still never own someone
And, babe, before it's gone
I just want to say
I really had so much fun,
So much of you today

Why don't you just *get the **** outta here?

"friends?"
friends don't send sweet good night messages
friends don't hold your hips while you walk
friends don't kiss your forehead like that
friends don't say cute things to each other
friends don't plan their honeymoon
friends don't plan their marriage
friends don't hold hands like that
friends don't get jealous like that
friends don't do these and that
friends don't
at least not like *that
we are not friends
we are not strangers
we are something

We are trapped in a body that could control our whole life.

We are not flirting.
We're just friends,
you say as we ride the car
on our way home.

It felt nice,
being with a boy like this
after two years.
I remember him still,
but the memories are faded.

Have you ever wondered
about us?
What could have been...
You know?
I smile at you.
Nod. Yes. I have.
I gaze on the windshield.

It felt nice,
hearing you question me
about what I feel towards you.

I, to be honest, have always wondered.
I feel like sleeping.
So I close my eyes
and lean on the window.

It felt nice,
listening to you confess
while I am having a good rest.

Come here,
you say as you touch my face,
ever so softly,
and made me lean on your shoulder.

It felt nice, you see,
being with you.
A boy who makes me feel
protected and warm.
A boy, just like him.

We're almost there,*
you say as you tap my cheek
Did I sleep?
Because I don't know
if I was dreaming
or just thinking
that he was the one with me,
not you.

After sacrifice comes redemption.

And It Seems Like You Never Left

... and I wonder why I cannot escape my past.