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Lustus Oct 2014
I find myself surrounded by unfamiliar things
Yet I feel very connected to them

My own skin
Feels warm and shutters at the thought of your hands
Your hands
Are welcoming and filled with wonder
Wondering what has brought me here
Who shredded the pages to my book?
Who's pages are these that I am trying to piece together?
Here I am surrounded by pieces of pages in a book
About me?
My fingers graze the the pages that you once touched
The flakes of your skin now left on these pages
Now left on my fingertips

Here I am laying in a room surrounded by unfamiliar things
Yet I feel very connected to them
emotions puzzles life love self
Lustus Oct 2014
I can see the gears churning when I look up in the sky
I taste the metal on my tongue
I see how the world works
I hear the music and feel it through every part of my body
I am not playing music
I am in a field
I lay out in the field and watch the flowers lean toward the sun as it begins to beat down on me
I see the blades of grass flutter
I focus on the sounds that I hear
Whether it's the wind slipping in between the blades of grass
Or the bees pollinating the flowers
I kick off my shoes and push my feet into the dirt
I feel grounded
There is no other feeling than this
I begin to feel anxious and spot a tree about 15 feet away
I think about running to the tree
As I begin my journey I notice insects gravitating toward me
I am not frightened
I smile and push myself off of the ground to enjoy this tree experience
Everything is breathing with me
Everything is alive
I begin to climb the tree focusing on not damaging the bark or the branches
I feel like being in the tree will help me to understand the trees
It will help me to coexist with the animals living in the trees
I inhale life
I exhale and see all the negative energies flow out of me
I inhale again
It's hard to breathe
I've allowed myself to let go
To just be
Tears of joy roll down my face
The taste of metal is long gone
The sun is beginning to set
How long have I been here?  
I came here with no intention of watching the time
What is time?
I begin to contemplate time and it's meaning
Do I truly exist?
I am existing
I am coexisting
Lustus Oct 2014
ONE
Vowels
Your  eyes         Your  eyes
My   hand          My  hand
Your  heart       Your  heart
Our  **soul
Lustus Sep 2014
no words, no expressions, no options, no attempts
i will claim you as unnoticed
you will claim me as something you once had
will I miss you?
Everyday
do I love you?
Always and Forever
Lustus Sep 2014
you are nothing that I understand
my ability to breathe leaves me at the mere thought of you
life is the energy that overcomes me when you're close by
soul is what I feel when your lips touch mine
delicacy is my hands gripping your skin from the back of your neck down to your spine
strength is what I see in your eyes
passion runs through your blood

you are love
love to drive me crazy and question everything about myself
love to make me want you every second of the day
love to make me feel like I've lost complete control of myself
love to make me want to scream under water, but only if I'm holding your hand while I'm immersed
love for comfortable silence and uncontrollable ***
love for the sound of your voice over the guitar
love
for the way you make me feel again
love for the inspiration you have given me
Lustus Sep 2014
"It's difficult to feel the tears trickle down your face,
When you're head is soo far under water."
Lustus Sep 2014
Feel me breath
Catch my breath
I taste death
My glass eyes shatter
Heart beats faster
My face turns white
I forget to fight
Behind my eyelids
Everything
Black as night
I can't seem to grasp the situation
Too much hesitation
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