Emily

Emily Jul 2014

I feel like a part of me has died
Now that our love has ended
But then again
It was never love at all

Emily Jul 2014

My dearest best friend died young
He was the brightest
The shiniest star
He was the most creative and artistic
The one who would've gone far
Twenty years young
Gone much too soon
Even after these past couple years
My dreams are still haunted
We crack jokes
And do the usual things we did for fun
Then all of a sudden, he's gone
I find him dead in the park
I scream, I cry
Banging my fists against the car window
Yelling out why
Why must my dreams remind me so dramatically
I know he is gone
Why must I live through the pain and shock
All over again
I open my eyes to a harsh reality
This earth has been left without him
It feels like a desolate place void of his warmth and insight
He died and it forever changed me
My beautiful friend
Although he'll always live within
I will still always miss him

Emily Jul 2014

Heartbreak

I'll never know the softness of your skin
I'll never know the warmth of your smile
I'll never know the taste of your lips
I'll never know you

Emily Jul 2014

*******

Cutting myself off
From the responsibility
From those that waste my time
Focusing on myself
My success
My happiness
No longer will I live a lie
Just going to say goodbye
To the endless *******
That I seem to have immersed myself in

Emily Jul 2014

First Kiss

So in love with you it hurts
I miss you when you say goodnight
The hours between us take such a toll
But every single day I love you more
You're like oxygen for my lungs
Sunlight for my skin
This life is a game and with you I win
I know these deep feelings live within my heart
I feel it in my stomach whenever we're apart
I need to see your face
And look into your eyes
Taste your soft lips
And let you know you're mine
Belong to me like I belong to you
Mind, body, and soul
Everything I do is for you
Let me be your happiness
Just like you are mine
Everything you say makes my smile grow
You're my beautiful queen
And I hope you know
I'll do anything for you
And one day I'll cross the ocean to get to you
You're my fate, my destiny
You are supposed to be with me
I can't wait for our first kiss
I've never had it but it's something I miss

Jul 2014

wyatt rabbit

You'll Never Tell Me

You're asleep in my bed
but you're dreaming of hers.

*s.mndi

(10w poem)

#love #heartbreak #depression #sadness #relationship #her #10w #tenwords

Emily Jul 2014

In Due Time

My love was lost on you
And all the **** you put me through
People come and go
Memories fade away
But you were never here in the first place
I was cheap entertainment
I was nothing special
It didn't take much to get me to fall in love
How foolish of me to think it would've been enough
For someone like you
Someone ****** in the head
And distorted in the heart
Someone who's lied their whole life
And ripped people apart
You say others sacrifice your happiness
All for the sake of their own
But it's the other way around
Since you say anything to benefit yourself
I'll tell you what
I sacrificed everything for you
My happiness, my sanity
And all you did was abuse it
I'm letting you go
You're not the person I thought you were
I gave you a chance when nobody else did
But the way you used me is borderline morbid
It will take a while
But in due time
You will no longer cross my mind