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Emily Jul 2014
I must be stupid
I keep on believing in liars
I never learn my lesson
I think anything could be a blessing
But that's not how the world works
People are not true
They're never looking out for you
Only themselves and what they want to do
It isn't fair that you give chance after chance
Only to be left without any romance
Now I want to die
But don't take pity on me
It's all my own fault
I deserve to learn my lesson the hard way
I just didn't think it'd be this hard
"People are not true."
Kurt Cobain

© Emily 2014
Emily Jun 2014
dear you,

all i want to convey
is how much you make my every day
i know we fight, but baby, you're mine
we love each other so much
i hate the distance between us
i dream of your beautiful face
you're so full of grace
the way we met wasn't the most common of circumstances
some would say it was bizarre
but we were definitely brought together for a reason
and now you own my heart
nothing compares to your precious love
nothing is as sweet as your kisses that i dream of
i never knew that i would end up here
loving someone so worthy and pure
you make me feel so happy and secure
i feel so lucky looking into your eyes
you're radiant, you're glowing
you're my darling, my honey
thank you for loving me

always yours
© Emily 2014
Emily Jun 2014
i know what it's like to have to get over someone
it's awful
and the only way to truly do it is to cut off communication
i respect when people need to make that decision
the mature and proper way to do it is to meet with the person you've engaged in a relationship with
tell them to their face that you need to be alone in order to do what's best for you
you don't tell them to go **** themselves
especially when you've known them for many years
you've lost all my respect
Emily Jun 2014
it took me saying i wanted your **** for you to look at me romantically instead of as a friend
you then forced yourself on me the next day
you acted like a pig, and not a man worthy of love
you stink because you're such a child you don't even wash your clothes
or take five seconds to put on deodorant
you're going no where in life
stuck in high school days, working the same mundane job
no aspirations, no dreams
and if you do have any, you're too much of a coward to actually go pursue it
you're scared of life, locked away in your filthy apartment
and a job that sits across the street
i want a man who can take care of me
not the other way around
i'm not your ******* mother
and i'm not your lover
not to mention the fact that you're so immature
when you have a problem, you go crying to your mother
instead of having an adult conversation like normal people do
remember all those years i tried so hard for you, and you shot me down
and now that i have moved on, you don't like it
too bad, i gave you so many chances
i gave you so many openings
you told me that we would never be
it was your fault that i ultimately got over you
leave me alone
after all, it was you that said you wanted to get rid of me
don't come crawling back when you regret your decision
Emily Jun 2014
it won't be me that ends up alone forever
it'll be you
i'm emotional
but i'm reasonable
everybody suffers from a tiny bit of neurosis
but i'm not neurotic
i work hard for those that i love
i work diligently to maintain the relationships i have
that's why i actually have friends that love me
and you have none
you are the bad guy of your family
you're the crazy person amongst your tiny group of friends
don't get it mixed up
you are actually mentally ill
look in the mirror, ******
Emily Jun 2014
i won't forget the way you left me
and i won't forget the way you threw our friendship to the ground
nearly 7 years strong
it was all for nothing
i guess i wasted my time believing you and wanting you for all those years
i guess i wasted my time sticking up for you and defending you
when even your own brother warned me of your childlike personality
not to mention your mother and father
grow up
no relationship is perfect
every friendship has its ups and down
it's only the strong and the willing who stick with it no matter how much it hurts
and no matter how much it frustrates the mind
you are weak
you are stupid
you are inexperienced
clearly you know nothing about what a true relationship entails
it takes hard work, devotion, dedication
it takes two people working through the horrible times
to make it out on the other side
you have lost me forever, since you threw me away
it seems so easy for you to just toss me aside
i hope you realize what you have done
i will never forgive you
you aren't willing to fight for me or us
the way i was willing to fight and wait for the right time
the time when we could have been happy
but you ruined it
© Emily 2014
Emily Jun 2014
Laying on the couch
Thinking of your lips against mine
And how I'll smile as we kiss
Tell you I love you
And escape to a place I've never been
You're my heaven
© Emily 2014
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